If you’ve been following this blog, you’ll know all about a regular client I have. He’s become rather accustomed to teasing me, to the extent that I am now rather desperate to finally fuck him. It’s an odd state of affairs for any top London escort to find herself in: it really is meant to be the other way around. I’m meant to be the one with the power, not him.
Honestly, it’s been frustrating. I’ve never felt like that before. As spoilt as it sounds, I’m very used to getting my own way. Normally I flutter my eyelids, drop my knickers and we’re away. This guy is making me work for it. You may be wondering why, I certainly am. I’m pretty convinced it’s a power thing, that he wants to dominate my desire. He wants to make it abundantly clear who is the boss in this situation. I’m fine with that: I’m ready and willing to wait it out. What makes it strange though, is that he just seems to taking things to extreme levels.
I’ve been with guys like that before, but they crack pretty soon. Honestly, most of them can’t resist me for more than a few hours. So imagine my surprise to find that this fella is still going strong almost a fortnight later.
An experienced lady at our agency has a different theory. She thinks that he’s looking to break the usual escort-client relationship. By denying me the chance to satisfy him, he’s creating a situation where I see him as different from other clients, where the desire comes from me and not him. She warned me about what that can mean, and what it can lead to.
Dating a client and/or sleeping with him for free are rather difficult issues. They break down the strict boundaries that we maintain, and they generally lead to disaster. There are few girls that have experienced that kind of shift and haven’t been affected. Honestly, I’m not sure what to do. I want him, but I’m consumed with the chase. The thrill of it will quickly wear thin.
So I’m going to treat it as a challenge. If he’s going to resist me, then I’ll have to try harder. I won’t rest until he’s given up on his games and finally fucked my brains out. Eventually, he will succumb and I will win.
I’ve been stocking up on tools of the trade. The very naughtiest lingerie, toys, scented lubes, everything you can think of. If he wants to play a game of teasing and titillating then he better be prepared for all out war! By the time I’m finished with him, he’ll be begging for a chance to be with me. I’ll have him grovelling at my feet and, when he finally gives in, I’ll show him the night of his life. So expect this blog to get extra naughty in the coming weeks!